Day eight: Almost at a standstill... and almost crying

okay, i'll talk about the crying first, because it would've been happy crying... i didn't actually cry, i did get a little teary-eyed, and i blame one person... i blame Wendy

now, i'm not angry with her, i'm just really touched and all emotional-y... yesterday, her blog mentioned the writing i was doing for NaNoWriMo, so i sent her the first part of what i have, like, the first 20 pages or so, it's basically a little intro and the first chapter... her response was she loved it, and i mean LOVED it... so far everyone seems to love it, like, LOVE it-love it... which makes me feel better, knowing i'm not writing all this boring crap that no one will like

so, today on Wendy's blog was a poem, which i loved, babe, it's so good... and it's kind of like a poetic version of how someone is changed from a human to a werewolf... which did make me reconsider what they look like as werewolves (like if they're actual wolves or something close but a little more human)... i loved how it was written, in little sections... and of course, the mention of sushi... and i've only had bad sushi once, and i'll never go back there again

now, onto my standstill... i don't quite know what's going on... i haven't really been writing as much as i was last week, which is annoying... i have been going back and adding more, which always gets me to add more when i think i've forgotten something, which is good

now, think of it in terms of pages and words... 4 pages, double spaced, 12 point type, is about 1,000 words... do you know how hard it is to write that much when you think of it like that?? i always get stuck when i think of it like that... i wanted to get to 25,000 before i left for lunch, and i might just be able to do it if i stop blabbering on here

song: "Beautiful" by Warwick Avenue
book: "Red Lily" by Nora Roberts